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I sometimes wonder, if you see what i see.
The beauty, thats presented before me.
Such a rare gift to see something so bright, your smile consuming every part of delight.
you sent me in a spin, with your old self, you made it so easy to give in.
You bewilder and so crazy, you never ceased to ever amaze me.

I found a path, that you were never part of.
Before our time, i dream, that oneday you'll float down from above and take me far away.

I found a love, one of many different types of.
Then you entered mine, my soul, flutters like a flying dove soaring farther each day.

Something i felt inside me, longed for you, longed for me to be free.
Questioning my life, my choises, my mind.
Wondering if i could live, a lie, live another life.

Finding you beside me, brightened the darkness, ceasing my fright to be.
Wondering should i dive, head first, what would i find?
Questioning could i die, without you, and us not try?

Your natural ability to make me feel complete, your dimpled smile calming my inner beast.
Your insightful eyes telling me, your story, your background, your inner being.

You find yourself growing to compete, battling your inner defences letting yourself feast.
In my heart, my feelings and me, Your defences, your playing down, your hesitant being.

You guard your heart scared of it connecting, something i knew would happen, the feeling your rejecting.
You distance yourself, back away from infecting, My soul with love and a companion, all that once was there you start deflecting.

You start to drift, your feelings your protecting.
I guess its your gift, easyer than projecting, Your true feelings for me, were they less than what your eyes were reflecting?

I sit wondering, looking at your photo.
Just pondering, what could of been, you know?
Your distancing is killing, its terrible your so far away.
But i guess its easyer than feeling, the truth of today.

I miss you its true, i cry inside when i see your not there.
The bliss you made come through, its gone away leaving me bare.
Ill get through it, i will deal.
But ill never forget it, it was so real.

So ill carry on looking above, seeking one day you'll return my love.
From my balcony i stand, always, waiting for your hand.

The fireworks ill wait for, forever, my spark, my wings to soar.